Power of the Core

Core of the house, this part of a home is also known as the very life force, or the heart of a house. This very part of the house is the most strongly protected, yet it is the weakest link. We will call our core the furnace. The furnace in my houses life has been frozen over for quite sometime. Nothing could live in the house for very long, they'd come, then they'd go. At one point in my life it had begun to warm up from one resident. They'd come in made the place feel more lively. Then it had a sudden break of ice, and the household missed the feeling of warmth. In the process of searching it tried to take advantage of some others who had simply come to visit.

Now the furnace found someone while it started to cool down. This resident was kind of like the old resident but it felt different as well. The place had begun to greatly warm, plants that had died a long time ago, had begun to sprout once more. The furnace had reached a new point of feeling, it wasn't too hot, and it wasn't to cold. May get the flashes here and there, but that's normal in any household. It's like it has been placed inside a diamond cage where it is safe. New resident should be thanked for that.

The community also seems to be lightning up as the core of my own household grows. I can't to see whats next

The Community

The surrounding community, many say it shouldn't reflect onto how you act. But no matter how hard one trys, it always does. Each house is different, some make sure they're cleaned, fresh painted, chairs layed out nicely. Others could care less having dirt on their sides, everything scattered. Then there also those who make sure its organized but they keep their curtains shut to the world, no one can see in, it can't see out. I could go on but i won't, me in case you may be wondering, at the moment am starting to get it straightened out, I keep the place clean, but so many things are going on that it's hard ot keep organized. For the longest time, all I did was make sure it was clean, cover up the scratces from surrounding things (animals, rocks, etc.), many of the neighboring houses didn't seem to care how the kids threw rocks at my windows, threw sticks at my walls, broken off of the tree in the yard. I used to pretend that it didn't bother me, there was no pain with the things that happened. The other houses teased me about how my paint was peeling, I told them it was just getting old. Lately though I have had the courage to stand and properly repair myself. My scars now show through my new paint, but the others don't mention it. My courage has been brought by a couple new neighbors. One has the color of the sky looks great but is troubled and needs assitance sometimes, another is all wacky colors all random but fit together well, the last and definetly not least is painted calming colors, you can see she also has had a rough time so now we help one another. If my household has any t thank it's these three. The world seems to be accepting me a little more now everyday I don't feel a great sadness deep within me. But I'll stop for now update you more another time.

Across the Year

Another Year has come and gone, one more year to push through and try to survive another. The boards in this house seem to have been under a lot of pressure this year. People have come and gone everyone of them leaving a mark within its walls. The people currently living within the household, seem to be leaving quite the impression, hopefully the impressions will be positive for the house. Some old residents seem to be popping in here and there repairing, or at least attempting to repair the holes in the walls and the burns on the house itself. I hope that the people who enter the household this year will respect it as a whole not only certain things, though i believe the resident will help keep everything in order.
Some changes have been made to the house this year to a few rooms. Some positive some negative, but changes non-the-less. The new residents still have quite a few rooms to explore and figure out.
The New Year is bound to have new surprise's good and bad. I can't wait to experience them. The past creates you, the present shows you, the future prepares you. Life is never what it seems to be. So we must prepare ourselves to make everything we do be the best it can be.
The New Year has begun the goals are set, the readiness for anything is at the top.
Happy New Years to all.

The Healing

Christmas is on its way so its time to get ready decorations and all this year. This years lights and other things seem to be brighter this year. The inside is clean and welcoming this year, past years the outside was alright but the inside didn't feel welcoming which pushed others away. Everything is falling into place with practically no effort, just a little nudge here and there, and maybe some tweaking to make it look its best. The heart of the house, the furnace, is keeping everything cozy and warm, there's no cold places this year. The fireplace, which was recently put in, makes a place where the guests can feel welcome and get to be with others. This years Christmas should be an amazing one and I can't wait to see what's in store.

Life is a house

many people would probably be confused as to why i refer to life as a house
but it is true in a way
every house is taken by different people
those people always do something to the house for their own benefit or simply to make it better in standards and others just simply being there not changing it but giving it a better feel at the same time
every house has its ups and downs
being broken or trashed from the inside out
others are cleaned on the inside giving it a better view
the outside usually shows how the house is treated whether it be others or the ones who live in it
some houses are large an are small
some have lots of room some have no room
but they all still have the capability of seeming like a wonderful place to be or a dreadful one

my house for the longest time has been broken into and been egged a few times
the people of my house never took care of it it had become infested with critters and pests that ate the walls from the inside
but someone new has entered the house removing those bats and bugs and even the mice the inside has become clean and flowers are beginning to grow in the lifelessness again
others have tried to polish the dirt from the floor but gave up i wonder if the new householder will give up like the rest
only time can tell
they are finding some secret rooms lets hope they are not frightened away

ya

things finally seem to be turning in my favor
no longer being dumped to the side like a load of trash
hopefully i'm not proven wrong